slave j
By · CommentsAny of you who have been following me for years, know that I am very addictive. Some take time away for certain reason but whatever those reason… They will always cum back to me. slave j was gone about a year.
He is back as you can see and his humilmation is begining already. But then that is part of the price that you pay for sneaking off thinking that you can own and control that dick and balls without me… so here is what slave j had to say about his first assignment and cumming back to me… ************************************
Well its good to be back. I do not know anything about how to blog so you will have to let me know. But here is my story from yesterday. Well all let me introduce myself I am slave j.
I previously had served Mistress Paula but due to some life events had to stop for a while. I am now back and so eager to serve again.
Yesterday Mistress sent me on a shopping trip to my local adult store. Prior to this trip I had shopped there before and been helped out by a salesgirl named Mira. She no longer works there but Mistress had called and introduced herself to a new Salesgirl named Doreen.
After Mistress explained to Doreen what She wanted Doreen was happy to help.
I was told by Mistress that I was to give Doreen an email Mistress had sent me and to also show Doreen the pictures of me from Mistreses website of my slave pics. I was also to wear nice frilly blue lace panties to the store. Well I arrived a little after 2PM and introduced myself to Doreen who I might add is a very beautiful woman.
I called mistress from my cell phone and was then told to give the phone to Doreen so they might speak. Mistress once again told Doreen what i was there for and that i was her slave and would obey any orders to the t. Well MIstress then told me she had given Doreen a List for me to purchase with Doreen help. First i had to lower my pants which were a light colored slack with wet spot from my excited pre shopping drippings.
i lowered my pants to Show Doreen my lovely panties which she nodded approvingly at. She told me Mistress said i was to buy 5 pairs of sexy panties one for each day of the week and also a nice pair of sheer red stockings. From now on i am to only wear the panties rotating each day no matter whether I am home or at work. I am not sure yet what Mistress has in mind for the stockings but i am sure i will find out. Once i got the panties i also Purchased a vibrating set of anal beads and Doreen showed me all the cock and ball harnesses as well as the chastity devices we will eventually purchase i paid for the 5 pair of panties and the stockings leaving Doreen a nice tip and also told her to make sure to tell her friends about me. She was on the phone with a friend before i even got across the parking lot to my car. i then got in my car as instructed and raced home to call Mistress who was out taking care of some family matters for the day. She asked how my trip went and how Doreen was etc. i told her all about the trip and the purchases and what we will order and buy in the future.
Mistress then told me to lube up my beads and insert them working them in and out all 5 in the out one at a time then back in and out again teasing edging my cock as i worked beads in and out Dripping so much from the edging.
i told mistress i so badly needed to cum and asked for her permission. She said well its up to me if i want to cum i can not leave a mess or else i can not cum.
i asked what she meant by that and she said i can only cum if I lap up all my cum after cumming or else Ican not cum. Well the acts of the day and the fact i am back serving made me so need to cum i finally relented and could not hold back anymore as i pulled each bean from my butt i came like never before all over my hand and stomach and then with a little guidance from Mistress lapped it all up and swallowed every last drop. Mistress it is so good to be back serving again Slave j off to shower and put on todays panties
Bad Girl
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I’m a bad girl. I don’t know why I’ve just always been that way. I still shock my children sometimes when they are at all aware of my exploits. My daughter saw a man in the parking lot of a large, local grocery chain here in town and he was furiously abusing himself. She was horrified and just had an inkling. She went on into the store and of course, because this is the way things work out, she ran into himself in one of the aisles. She just happened to glance down and noticed his huge bulge. Apparently, he hadn’t had a release. She didn’t mention THAT to him but she did ask him if he knew me. Just “Do you know, Paula.” His face went ashen when he looked at her. Apparently, he just froze.
I have to laugh sweethearts. Am I so hard on you all? Well, sometimes I have to be. I could never be just another MILF you find on line. We have a special connection and that is what I really appreciate about this line of work. When you’re bending somebody to your will it’s not about breaking their spirit, it’s about recognizing it. It’s about you giving me what I want and it’s about me discovering for you what it is that you need. Cuz you know honey, I work hard for my money and I know you do too. I respect that about you. What I demand of you I don’t demand lightly. But you know that right? I’m a bad girl through and through because you need me to be bad. You need me to be naughty. You need to be naughty. After a hard day out there, working hard and being underappreciated by your wife, by your kids, by your boss…see honey? I know, I know. Call me and let me give you what you need. A little respect…
My New Pet….
By · CommentsBelonging to Mistress Paula
Mistress Paula has invited me to write something about what it means to me to let Her in my head. It’s a lovely task, one that will help me understand my place in Her world.
Thinking of Mistress Paula means fantasizing about having no will of my own. It means putting Her first in my life, even though i’m married. This means that only She can say when my wife and i have sex. That’s an odd fantasy, one supposes, but i can’t help thinking about that. The word “surrender” does not mean “kind of surrender.” Belonging to Her means i surrender everything.
Fantasizing about Mistress Paula means dreaming of telling Her anything She wants to know, including the names and phone numbers of people i know, and telling Her where i’ll be at all times and how i can be reached. After all, She has to know where Her property is at all times.
When I think about belonging to Mistress Paula, I dream of Her guiding me down paths of surrender as She uses Her sweet voice and Her caring ways to coax me into a progressively deeper state of submission. It means trusting Her as She opens me up like a blossom in Her warm, soft hands. It means not asking what She intends to do with me. It is for Her to decide, and i learn to trust Her with everything in my life.
This fantasy also entails asking Her about major decisions, including job changes and relocations. She could veto any such changes. Surrender is total, and Her control of my life is, too.
When I think about being Mistress Paula’s property, I fantasize that She will cultivate a deeper and deeper sense of surrender. It means having no will but Hers. It means surrendering all that i am to Her, and hoping that my surrender will always please Her.
Phone Sex
By · CommentsI can’t wait to tell you about the newest game I am working on… “Lets Make a Deal” More details to cum….
Control
By · Commentsit still amazes me, the control and the power that a mind holds over a man. How if you make his cock hard his brain goes totally dead. That blood rushes from his brain into his shaft… how easy something sexy a voice, a picture, a scene from some porn, the site of a pair of sexy lips wrapped around a cock or a cock cumming shottying cum all over a pretty thing the site makes him lose thoguths of anything and everything but that cock…
Most of you knwo that I have a lawyer that jacks off for me often and I love that he does, he strokes on and on hours and hours, pumping and pumping edging over and over. I make him start and make him stop on a whim he can feel it so close but when I say STOP he does. But lets talk about those panties I sent to him in his valentines package… can you believe that he still hasnt opened that package, that small zip lock bag sealed nice and tight. He might be a bit scared to smell that sweetness? Well He will open then soon trust me he will!!Iwant him to be out of his mind with stroking and edging before he opens them and I want him to hold them to his nose and take a nice deep breath… Savor those panties they are quite cute white boy shorts with a pink and white polka dot wasit band they are really cute cute… I bet he will like em… what do you think??
Well Valentines day???
By · CommentsSo they tell me VD day is for lovers… That could have proven to be true on Saturday nite when I went to the movies and dinner with friends. We had a great time but the Road House was packed! We waited 50 minutes for a table. Ahhh but dinner was wonderful. Anything would have been wonderful at that point I was starving. However I got a bit ahead of myself… I sent out packages with VD stuff in them and nice little toys some homemade candies… and cookies… some seasoned panties for a few chosen.
I woke on VD day to the smell of fresh brewed coffee. How wonderful. I had company you might have guessed…
So I wish a few Happy VD day and find out one of my favorite stroker boy… is making dinner for his “wifey” how dare he that should be my dinner!!! He should be in my kitchen preparing dinner for ME! Naked…. hard and throbbing, stroking when ever I want him too.. then he tells me that he is spending a nice evening with her…. ohhh ohhhhh ohhhh really?? Hmmmm boy do I wanna frost those balls now!! to be continued…
Okay time to continue … so I thought be nice and allow him and his wifey some time alone on this lovers “Hallmark Holiday” so I did… Well this morning at about 4:13 I get a im from him the stroker saying hey…. I know to you it isn’t much but to me it says this HEY I am thinking about you, you know there some who will say aww he is being nice… No he was letting me know that I am on his mind … I stay there deep in the recesses of his mind whrilly around and around spinning that web of teasing and stroking the bigger the web the more the stroking… he is so trapped.
Ask him his thoughts are my thoughts, he needs me for sexual satisfaction. I shall give him what he needs. And He needs ME… he wants me, and the more I fuck him over the more he needs me, he enjoys listening to me masturbate and cum it only controls him more… more… more…
Don’t you want to join the madness?
Phone sex addiction?
By · CommentsDo you think that your addicted to phone sex? or are you really only addicted to me?? LOL really good question isn’t it? Let me tell you babe there is NO fucking 12 step program to recover from me… I have worked my way into your brain, my sexy voice has taken over! The web I have spun that tangled you in so deep it in bedded in your mind. Even when you try no to think about me I creep in there, I have a way about fucking you up and fucking you over… There are so many that I have trappen entangled and I use and abuse. They have cum to love it they have cum back time after time. Try as you may to get away you always cum back … Why? addicttion darling, your addicted to me my voice my deviant mind the places I take you to the things I make you do…. Think about it for a moment, Yes like when your wifey lays feet away from you while you stroke that dick of mine denying her and pleasures edging for ME over and over again, hours on end jacking off for me to my rules paying for your pleasures and your torments… I am the Mistress of your Mind the Goddess of your fucking SOUL…. Get use to it after all you love me.. dont you darlings?
Valentines Special Phone sex
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By · CommentsI must tell you … the sweet whimpering and whines from a tormented tortured slave stoking is sooo wonderful. It makes my panties so wet, to listen as they stroke pumping to my guidance. Lubing up that cock making them stroke slowly fucking that fist. To hear them whimper when I pick up the pace… when I make them edge that dick of mine…. Hearing those moans Please Goddess… I need to cum Goddess you make me so crazy. Getting them almost to the edge they can feel that cum at the base of that cock, ready so close to shooting…. STOP!!! Dont touch… hanging on the edge hanging on to my every word… Listen as I cum filling those panties with my sweet wetness the juices of my cunt… Here Listen to the wettness as I finger my cunt … ohhhhh so very nice Now STROKE…. PUMP….FASTER…JACK OFF….. CUM on MONKEY…. BUILT it up for me… NOW fucking beg me to empty those balls you will empty those balls and you will do it within NOW… What are you waiting for? you know you need to stroke for me… to edge for me day after day week after week wondering if Today will be your fucking lucky day??
By The WAY if your looking for Me… I can most of the time be found at this site Vixen. There is a chatroom there along with a few of my friends… Cum in sit down lets chat a while… The room is NOT for Cyber sex, It is my personal “site” chatroom so it is for Adults only. When you cum in dont forget to vote for us on PhoneSexCentral… there is a banner there. ANd YES for those wondering It IS My Site as well…see Ya there soon I hope.
Danger
By · CommentsDanger.
That’s what you see when you look into my eyes. Why, because I’m violent? No. Because I might hurt you? No. Because I have something against you? Of course not. Then what is it?
I’m dangerous because you look into my eyes and you see that I might be everything you could ever want in a woman. I’m dangerous because you know if you give in to the invitation in these eyes your life will never be the same again. I’m dangerous because inside these eyes there are no rules, nothing is out of bounds, there is no line I will not cross, there is nothing to check your desires or your imagination. Every dirty, raunchy, nasty, shameful, sweet, sensual, loving, romantic, perverted, deviant fantasy you can think of – it’s all happening right here. There are no limits. You look into these eyes and you see that which everybody thinks they want but which is feared most of all…
Freedom.
Yes, you know what I’m talking about don’t you? Don’t look into your heart, big boy, let your hand slide down into your crotch. You’ll find what I’m talking about there. Think about it: freedom from responsibilities, freedom from limitations, freedom from expectations, freedom from inhibitions, from convictions, from judgment…it’s all gone. All that petty, mundane bullshit that you rail against on one hand but you secretly hold on to like a child holding on to his mother’s skirt…none of that will save you here. All those excuses you have for not being the man you want to be, for not living the life you want to live – none of that shit counts for a goddamn thing. You look into my eyes and you know…we understand each other. I know everything about you. I know all those dirty little secrets that you hide from the women and children and the boys at work. Most terrifying of all, I know how to make them all come true. You look into my eyes and you know that all those fantasies that are just too crazy to ever happen…they could happen. You look into my eyes and you know that desire you thought you’d never say out loud…you’re going to say it. That fantasy you thought you’d never do…you’re going to do it. And you’re thinking about how I’m going to look when you’re saying it and doing it. That’s right. That woman you thought you would never have…you’re going to have her. I’m going to perform your every whim. I’m going to teach you things about yourself you never knew… or never told anyone. You look into my eyes and you think about them staring up at you with my mouth around your cock, sliding up and down, leaving you glistening and throbbing and hard as a re-bar…You think about me looking at you while my tongue is swirling around the head of your penis, then coating the shaft with a thick layer of warm wet saliva before I take you down again all the way to the back of my throat, until your balls are literally resting on my chin. I take you there and I keep you there and you’d swear you’re suspended above the earth. Freedom? I mean like freedom from the fucking law of gravity baby, anything and everything can happen. You think about those eyes looking at you in ecstatic supplication as I hang from the ceiling in my harness, my legs helplessly spread apart so that you can have your way. You think about these eyes looking over my shoulder at you, while these bountiful tits heave back and forth, as you penetrate my soft, round ass on your cock and just take what is rightfully yours. Seriously, think about this: what if all of your deepest, darkest, wildest fantasies actually came true?
Why would such a thing happen? How could such a thing happen? Accident? Mistake? Penance? Because I’m a public servant? Okay, I am in a manner of speaking. But that’s not why I’m here. The reason why all these fantasies and many, many more are possible is because…
They’re my fantasies too.
That’s right, baby. This is not some bizarre act of philanthropy turned upside down. I know all these things, do all these things, can be all these things and more besides, because these are my fantasies as well, my desires, my wants, my needs. Look at this mouth, look at these tits. I could tell you stories about where this mouth has been – and I will. These breasts are bad girl breasts. They were created solely for sin. See them pushing against my top? See the nipples aching to be freed from their flimsy constraint? What do you think they want? Your mouth, sugar, your teeth, your tongue, your lips, your hands, your cock thrusting and throbbing between them. They want – I want – you, yes you, to teach me a whole new lesson. Discover me. Fuck me into oblivion. Make me pay the price for all the doubters.
You didn’t know, did you? You didn’t know that today was your lucky day, that everything was going to happen so suddenly, that your ship was finally going to come in. How could you be so lucky? My god, you are only a phone call away, literally only seconds away from not just ecstasy honey, but revelation. It’s all true. There is a God, look at these breasts. There is a devil, look into my eyes. There is a Paradise. It’s right here between my legs, baby, and you have the keys to the kingdom. Don’t you understand? It’s not about luck. It’s destiny. You and I were meant to find each other, to feed each other, to fuck each other, to need each other. I am serious as a heart attack when I say that I’ve been waiting all of my life for a man like you. But I didn’t just wait. I was proactive. I put up this site, my net, my web to entice you, my lover, not just the man of my dreams…the man in my dreams — to cum to me at last. Call me – now! – stop teasing me, you bastard. I want everything you’ve got to give and I’m going to get it the old fashioned way:
I’m going to earn it.

